Many of you know I do not write very often, because sometimes I have almost no time to come here, but an hour if I have been very bad at all! I've been very busy these months, though we closed the restaurant for chickens, I had a blast working late! and that the holding time to be in the chicken, leave a lot of work had yet and I had to do. One of the drawbacks to close our chickens was that, as my brother was fired from his job at the hotel of his godfather, in part because there were no tourists, but rather to a large extent because it is always happening time chatting or playing computer or on facebook, and did not pay attention to hotel guests, so they return to work in the office, dad, and of course, Mom and I also work there. But the trouble was that once my brother came back, it turned out that caused a problem with a file! Again! And worst of all was that I blamed myself! (Also, once the bank took money from a client of my dad and instead of paying taxes, pay some bills! And to get to the office lady to claim very upset (though the first time the poor lady I get worried!) "skinny money I gave you the skinny" he was saying. The lady said the attention did not because I was talking to a girl, and it turned out that yes, that was one of her friends, so now my dad laughs and says "skinny skinny" sometimes XD And you know why that happens? because it does not put attention to the things you say and is very lazy but lazy to work! and worst of all is that my dad never see it! So then if something goes wrong I do not charge because Dad always blames me! And that I do not find it funny! There is nothing beautiful than it spent playing while I work on top of that my dad tells me that I have to blame !....
Well, the good news is that today we moved, if moved to the home office, and my dad were watching the difficult to pay the buy local to go to office, and said it was unnecessary to pay that much for a room if the office does not need a big place, he called it the local "white elephant" but not because it is in I do not understand that analogy. ... well, the point is that at first I thought it would be a bad idea to move there because we would be very uncomfortable and short of space, very appretados, but in the end it turned out that if we could accommodate tables and chairs, but most important is that everything is very quiet now! because my dad noticed my brother is irresponsible at work, and although I said that I should not scold or say anything because he is the father and the rightful do, luckily I have not to do with the work . And I've noticed with great joy, that I can finish work a lot faster, and when I finish I still have a little time to paint and draw! DA or come to visit here. Although good, I choose to spend my time, if here at Opi, or dA, but Faikel said we could make a schedule, say, could be that for example on Tuesdays and Thursdays at Opi, and other days on dA or vice versa, for example, but that we planned it in stride. Oh and speaking
dA, today I want to talk about a digital picture that I posted just last Monday, and is now one of my most prized pieces of art. Doing so took me two days, I started one afternoon last Saturday (because my parents went to a party and have time) and ends Sunday night! It is a portrait of a very dear friend of mine and I did to thank him for being a truly wonderful person since I met on dA, but especially for the understanding and friendship he has shown, especially since 2009 (it was a tough year for me already know) and the fact that even today still gives me support and understanding!
Well, the good news is that today we moved, if moved to the home office, and my dad were watching the difficult to pay the buy local to go to office, and said it was unnecessary to pay that much for a room if the office does not need a big place, he called it the local "white elephant" but not because it is in I do not understand that analogy. ... well, the point is that at first I thought it would be a bad idea to move there because we would be very uncomfortable and short of space, very appretados, but in the end it turned out that if we could accommodate tables and chairs, but most important is that everything is very quiet now! because my dad noticed my brother is irresponsible at work, and although I said that I should not scold or say anything because he is the father and the rightful do, luckily I have not to do with the work . And I've noticed with great joy, that I can finish work a lot faster, and when I finish I still have a little time to paint and draw! DA or come to visit here. Although good, I choose to spend my time, if here at Opi, or dA, but Faikel said we could make a schedule, say, could be that for example on Tuesdays and Thursdays at Opi, and other days on dA or vice versa, for example, but that we planned it in stride. Oh and speaking
dA, today I want to talk about a digital picture that I posted just last Monday, and is now one of my most prized pieces of art. Doing so took me two days, I started one afternoon last Saturday (because my parents went to a party and have time) and ends Sunday night! It is a portrait of a very dear friend of mine and I did to thank him for being a truly wonderful person since I met on dA, but especially for the understanding and friendship he has shown, especially since 2009 (it was a tough year for me already know) and the fact that even today still gives me support and understanding!
The reception of my drawing of part of it that Monday was incredibly moving and incredibly memorable! Here below are a quotation of my words, of what I said in the drawing I made as a tribute, so to speak. Oh, the quote is a bit different from the original slightly because obviously this translated to English, and in English there are many phrases that are not heard well. Ah! And the dialogue with dashes, it is because there spoke Faikel XD I told him not to talk because it would scare jame, but could not refrain from making a comment! XDD Oh, and they know what is best of all this, if she is alive! And could answer and see the tribute that had so wanted to do: D
A well deserved tribute
"You know, the apparent aversion of my parents to my art ( because if you like art when someone else) is not the only thing that happened to me, that was only half of the iceberg ... Other than that I spent by some other things that made me be a very insecure and shy girl, and my family did not help at all because they saw me as a loser. You know that some of my drawings I told everyone that Wilt from Foster's, I helped in some way, but at the end of 2008 when I was not able to see the show I went to feel defeated and out of power again and not live .... but just trying to survive every day! ... and could not understand why I could not do anything if I had learned many things ... until ell came and saved me! She gave me her understanding, support and loyal friendship, gave me his powerful spiritual energy! And my spirit up defeated and hopeless! She lit the flame of my purpose in life again! What is to share a large, new and different perspective on all through my art! And find the best of everything! To achieve the very best in everyone!
She reminded me a lot of ideas in which I used to believe! He reminded me that although most people consider artistic expression as something vague, empty, trivial and useless, in fact art is the opposite of that! Art is life, art is wonder and majesty ... She reminded me that although people do not appreciate what you love, even so you have to defend your ideals! And if you have the talent, it is because they gave you to use! She reminded me that although life is hard, and people can be cruel, if you're a good person, someone will always love you and be troubled by you!
She reminded me a lot of ideas in which I used to believe! He reminded me that although most people consider artistic expression as something vague, empty, trivial and useless, in fact art is the opposite of that! Art is life, art is wonder and majesty ... She reminded me that although people do not appreciate what you love, even so you have to defend your ideals! And if you have the talent, it is because they gave you to use! She reminded me that although life is hard, and people can be cruel, if you're a good person, someone will always love you and be troubled by you!
When I was a teenager often thought that my empathy with the world and all living creatures was something strange, and my compassion and my heart was good as my misfortune, because when I loved people, people hurt me ... and sometimes, I thought it should be like others and not show love to anyone! Later, I learned that this was my best quality ... and now I almost forgot again, but Jamie! She came and reminded me that IS my best quality indeed! And if I'm so, it is as well should be! That is my tool to fulfill the destiny for which I created, and thus give my full potential to honor the people who deserve and have earned or lse!
is why qe I know I'll never end up like many people I've seen, which has lost its spirit and they are bitter and do not care more than they swim! For example, those who work in places like banks or government agencies and not, and do not care about their work and serve customers, and do not let the row forward all day! Those people who are apathetic and do nothing for our society, our world. Because when life treats me wrong, there will always be someone to remember to use who I am again!
I am very grateful to her because it made me regain my confidence and overcome almost all my limitations! (Both in the field of art and everyday life!) That made me see myself as I always wanted! With surprise, surprise! love myself! .... I did not like when I looked through the eyes of my family that loves after I misunderstood, because I saw as a child and as a loser unbalanced ... but I love the fact I remembered what James really am ! I feel so strong and brave when I look through your eyes! And I know she feels the same when she looks through my eyes! What really makes me so Happy ... I think that was all he needed, that's what true friends are not? To remind each other how wonderful they are, especially if you can not believe it!
Now I've learned many things, from 2008 until today, and now I have my mind completely new and are not afraid of losing, I feel an overwhelming joy, it's true! I felt whole again because I have no fear or complex! ... But I will not lie, has not been easy, has actually been a long, hard climb, as I wrote some time ago, I started exercising, eating right, I was inspired to do many things I loved and I had forgotten I feel stronger now ... but I have yet to face many problems ... The difference is that now I know I will succeed, because I can have at it!
Therefore, this is for my friend, my confidant, my guardian, that saved my spirit lifted me up when I did not think was possible! The only person who believed in me when everyone else consider me a loser ... a hero who taught me that no matter if life difficult, no matter if the world is cruel and people is bad for you, no matter what happens. .. there will always be a reason to endure another second! ... and to face life and find a way to finish!
is why qe I know I'll never end up like many people I've seen, which has lost its spirit and they are bitter and do not care more than they swim! For example, those who work in places like banks or government agencies and not, and do not care about their work and serve customers, and do not let the row forward all day! Those people who are apathetic and do nothing for our society, our world. Because when life treats me wrong, there will always be someone to remember to use who I am again!
I am very grateful to her because it made me regain my confidence and overcome almost all my limitations! (Both in the field of art and everyday life!) That made me see myself as I always wanted! With surprise, surprise! love myself! .... I did not like when I looked through the eyes of my family that loves after I misunderstood, because I saw as a child and as a loser unbalanced ... but I love the fact I remembered what James really am ! I feel so strong and brave when I look through your eyes! And I know she feels the same when she looks through my eyes! What really makes me so Happy ... I think that was all he needed, that's what true friends are not? To remind each other how wonderful they are, especially if you can not believe it!
Now I've learned many things, from 2008 until today, and now I have my mind completely new and are not afraid of losing, I feel an overwhelming joy, it's true! I felt whole again because I have no fear or complex! ... But I will not lie, has not been easy, has actually been a long, hard climb, as I wrote some time ago, I started exercising, eating right, I was inspired to do many things I loved and I had forgotten I feel stronger now ... but I have yet to face many problems ... The difference is that now I know I will succeed, because I can have at it!
Therefore, this is for my friend, my confidant, my guardian, that saved my spirit lifted me up when I did not think was possible! The only person who believed in me when everyone else consider me a loser ... a hero who taught me that no matter if life difficult, no matter if the world is cruel and people is bad for you, no matter what happens. .. there will always be a reason to endure another second! ... and to face life and find a way to finish!
----------------- So ... Now you do not have to buy a tablet !!!!!! Wheeeeeeee! Faik
! No big deal! Well, hope you like friend, probably will draw a portrait with a more real, but now, my first all-digital picture I dedicate to you! And if one day I can really get to do a movie or a book with some of my ideas, 'll take you with me! "
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