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Hello! How have you been? Well? I was fine for a while but lately have been a lot of things, such as fast, and so many things that gave me no time to write them! It's also why I left a little aside my sections "Mangatsika" or "devianTop ".... not to mention completely forgotten" Anecdotes turtles "it is ironic, although I live on the coast my parents always pushing me a lot with work and stuff and when weekends and invite my brothers at the beach, they prefer to stay in the compu pegadotes or playing playstation or chatting, and my parents do not want to go to the beach because they "can be dangerous to go alone ".... So, like 4 years ago and or my lights on the beach, or even see me out there by accident!

supposed to this morning was to go to the beach and was finally to break my "fast" on the beach that had for many years, because the emotion was going to the beach, something would have to "Anecdotes Marinas "also had prepared a great theory which is going to speak, and I would talk about some pictures that I got some friends of mine who made me happy in a sad moment ... so much for writing !.... but no, I could not. Well, since Friday last week my dad was angry with my brother because he did something right that sent him to do and told him to find work ... and I said that it happens to me! Then it was supposed to explain everything and that was a misunderstanding and I told my dad already olividara and I forget, but then my brother would not eat something that stew my mom today, or do not know, but something I remembered! And I could not defend myself! Well as I said before in Just Thinking a little and From the kick had been dragging some problemillass for years and then ignored them thinking that since they were little would be resolved "biding time" ... but no and not only not resolved but were growing and growing and became worse, until today, exploded. It just exploded. My dad would take my work and my brother too (although it seems that he does not matter much ...) said that they were not going to live here (in the house where we usually live for me and my family) and we would not to feed and if for Wednesday of next week we could not find work, we would run into the street. Maybe it was not pretty, was not what I wanted, maybe not even human ... it was more, was unworthy, but it was logical. It was logical and it was just much more of what I want or would like to admit, it was logical because if I had not said "I'm just a" for once and had done the right thing if I had done something to fix my problems when they were young instead of waiting for someone to help me and bury our heads in the belief that he could not solve myself, the truth is I would not be in this mess!

But no, rather I decided to say "I have no strength, I can not" think it made me easier to say that and believe that my brother or my mother would come to the rescue to help .... and you know what? NO ONE APPEARED. nobody came, because although my mother and my brother were there, my brother helped me because I can not even with it, not to mention not know if I lied when I said I would help ... and my mother did not help me because Dad wants more (and I understand it is her husband) and that they do not get angry agree with but not identical more convenient, plus his favorite daughter is my sister now, and resented it saves me that time in high school when reprobe, but does not know I had a trauma and it was very hard for me to get out of it, and that even now I come dragging waste deep regret that made me think about the people and to me I can not remove! Do not know why they tried to tell did not even hear me! not even gave me the benefit of the doubt and said "you're crazy and say pure nonsense" and when talking about my theory on Training. So now I know that when you have problems, nobody will come to help. The only thing is you can solve! And now I am on my own, I go out to work for my father do not send me to sleep in the street like an animal (I think worse than a dog!) says he will only support me to study if I show I can work and study on my own ... and that means that you I will not have time for many things, not to come here or the dA, at least until my dad change his mind ... Or so eper ... But I'm willing to do because I want you to know that I am a nobody and so may be willing to support me then, partly also because I want to study to get a good job and earn a living after more or less properly ... But mostly because I want my father be proud of me! : D want to go back to my normal life and so to fulfill my destiny is to honor, first to my family, then to the community where I live, and all others who know and honor they deserve .... to MEXICO! There is a school that is in a nearby town and although I will have to travel (and I hate the way) seems to be my only hope because it is the only university that fence and allows one to study on Saturdays and Sundays, I hope to study there. On the other hand, I think watching it is not so bad either, for years I wanted to find a new job there with my dad because I never appreciated as it should, and people do not know what my job is worth, in all that time they were as more than 7 years, did not pay me, and believed that "they made enough to give me food and a place to live" and STILL! There were some times I was denied food! that my mom came to take my food off my plate and put it in the fridge, knowing that nobody else is going to eat and no one else liked, only because my dad did not want us (me and my brother) we ate because "we were not studying. " Do not know if it was fair or not (I think that if it was not fair at all!) But it was worth, and that made my spirit and my morale disappeared, made me feel miserable, without dignity!, Worse than a beggar lismosna calling a restaurant and people out to abuse and him looking down ... worse than a skinny dog \u200b\u200bwho kicked him out of a butcher! So in a way, this "job search" already had planned, and the problem came and saw it coming, too .... only I did not think to come so soon ... should not have come so quickly, I feel that I can not do it .... it is ironic but even if I agree and I never thought that my own father I would do this ... STILL I have the feeling that someday I will thank! ... not now, not tomorrow, and swear that within a month ... but someday .... really, I really would have liked more than me given the opportunity to prove he could be good at office work, unlike my brother and others who work there ... but apparently not change his mind .... so that the explosion came and now I have to cope myself, it seems like those epic film wherein the talking comes a moment when the hero must stop asking help and confront his destiny alone ... I hope that the end of this is as epic movies where the hero always gives honor ...
know? While writing this I had to visit my dA to see a picture, a very special one that always makes me feel better when I feel bad, because it is a reflection of one of my deepest desires when I was a girl, who in 2007 appeared to be a relatively palpable when I met fine and that I did last year drawing because I felt inspired to do so, and it was partly because in 2008 I met Wilde who gave me strength to go back to being a bit like I was, someone brave and outgoing, someone strong and happy! As the most! and someone less shy;) I think that's why I took that picture! Because Fine, the character is like my ideal guy since I was a child and, like all the girls dreamed of finding a boy to love me and respect me .... to a fine saw him in a series that found in 2007 and I did the drawing with an open heart, I wrote some of my deepest feelings in the (as I've ever done and perhaps no longer able to do again) and when I draw I felt a warm feeling incredibly beautiful and I ^ ^ feel better because I remember my dream! My dream of finding someone with a warm personality as fine (or as the Wild for that matter) who loves me and who can love like that ... and that someday, if I work with great dedication and commitment, that dream will come true! : D ..... If it is like a utopia know XD but sometimes it's better to have a utopia than nothing! XD do you think? Hehehe ... I'm joking, but it is to see my picture makes me feel better, I also remember the first time I talked with a dear friend of mine by the messenger (I told you before I met him when I started to see Mansion Foster) when I met him and talked about Wilt and on the series, and discovered with joy that I was crazy for Wild Like Frankie! XD So I said, I told him briefly what had happened to me before I met Wilt: what people told me and as I discovered I had been traumatized as Wilt last year and saved me .... told me something very profound and sincere, I wonder if something I did was okay and I said yes, and it was true! Was fine. And helping him understand it was something that I am filled with joy and satisfaction and hope in myself and others !!.... I think that was what inspired me to draw! because that day to talk with him, I said "if what I do is also good, because I have no fear!" : D (is that before the picture was afraid that it seems strange to people and I called him a fool or made fun of me for that, but thank God so far has not been so!) And then I managed to finish. Yes, of course, because this picture reminds me of last year when I met Wilt, who in part inspired me to make the picture too because it has an incredibly beautiful soul that made me remember who I was, so too is the personality of the character of the drawing, and I think that's why I am happy ... do not know why I did that with Wilt, rather than with the other character ... maybe because it has many fans and Wilt I did not want to put jealous! ... And a fine XDD! That drawing XD

actually makes me smile every time I see him I feel very happy because when I see it seems that everything stops for a moment and forget my problems, my life, I was kicking, or now I'm in a monumental mess ... and then do a little break, and somehow I remind that warm feeling I felt when I did ^^.... is true that I no longer feel the energy, but remember toured the beautiful feeling that my soul that day I did drawing, and I feel I'm in heaven! ... besides, every time I see that picture makes me laugh because I wonder what he was thinking when I did! XD maybe I was thinking that dreams do come true .... do not know! when I see it I can not help laughing a little, because I never believed that someone like me dare to make a picture like this, I've always been very shy, and this is one of the most intrepid drawings I've done! XD ... the link for obvious reasons ... I do not put here now, but they can look in my gallery, called "Just for a moment" ... Well, I'm going to sleep, tomorrow I have to stop early to go find a job ... but I hope God first everything goes well, I already asked forgiveness for my father and I is that I will support, but my dad does not, and when you return to dA and put another picture, it is because when triumphant return back my dignity! : D

Oh, before I forget, another drawing that gave me strength was this that made me my friend James, she gave it as a gift because I did a drawing to her, and gave me strength because when I loved how I saw drawing as someone brave and strong, cheerful and elegant. It reminded me who I am, or rather, that so I must be good! : D Atrix the Guardian and Phong

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Everything was the kick

Hi all, as they have been? Well? I excellent! : D excellent! as ever it had been since .... in fact from the last year! when I saw Foster Mansion series! I know I have made it abandoned know, but I have a surprise to them, a few days things happened to me parents, I saw a picture that made me laugh and a friend of mine gave me a drawing, and all because I started doing a little thing .... is amazing! It is part of a theory he had and I tried! and it worked! but before I tell you the theory, I'd tell them how things were before that.

A few months ago
Charlie Crocker, a very dear friend of mine, I often wonder what it was saying qui me it was easier to talk to them (dA) because they knew "my past" and at first I felt a little confused because I said "well ... happened? that happened? "but the truth is that after I understood why my friend asked me that," Of course! "I thought, and I fell was because at that time had had some problems and was writing me, and I inadvertently leave the sections and the whole thing XD I think that's why my friend asked me if I had problems ... and of course if we all have problems! the world is full of them and tell Merlin (from The Sword in the Stone) and I had mine and my friend's question can be summarized thus: Some years ago take low grades in school because I had some inconveniences, which later became the problems and were hard, so I had to leave school for a while I went to work, but do not earn enough to continue studying ... is more did not earn anything! my dad offered me work in the office that handled but I am their daughter, they say that all ducks are they made money and never gave it to me! My dad said that he was quite what they were doing to "give me a place to live" because he was not studying, but the irony is that neither wanted to support me to study because it gave me a total salary ... I had to work there as almost 9 years, without pay, and the heavy burden of "being the donkey is good then my brother flunked school and my dad said that he and I were" donkeys "and to finish grinding my brother was in the game the computed in the office, where he was supposed to work! and my dad thought I was like! Well it was partly because I communed with the idea of \u200b\u200b"I'm just one" if you want or you do not understand the expression, can my memories in Thinking My dA removal and Back Finally, always potatoes I had to tell people that I met, his sermon I knew by heart "my children are studying and donkeys, but my other smaller children if they are to study" and things like that, but worst of all came after , as my parents believed that we (meaning me and my brother) the disappointed, all the love and attention they could give it to my younger brothers went, so let's talk (especially to me because I had the problem any longer) because we believed so punished, and not just their love, I could not buy clothes and only had one pair of shoes, and sometimes I felt but to dump all your love on my other brothers were given in tower! Why? because it gave them all! They were given computer, cable, internet, telephone, and able to go where they wished! they placed them no time of arrival, no rules, technically they could do what they wanted if they were still studying, but did not respect the rules or fix your room or wash their dishes after dinner (as used in the house when everything was fine) and although they scream and I talking back to our parents! Sometimes I think even they could burn the house if they wanted! so never had to work hard and earn what they wanted, my parents did not teach them to respect each other or themselves, and what happened? They became spoiled. My sister started to have a boyfriend after boyfriend, and taxes to the street without a permit at all times, with the groom outside spectacles giving people, and came home angry if anything to the boyfriend and made up for me (I for So when it came near him and not me) and began to mourn, or hear their music at full volume, especially when I needed to focus, what a coincidence. And what my brother the best, well he just became very childlike tantrums and to drink when you should not make them, but if it was total chaos in my house ... now that I am describing, the truth is not as I take so many years so!
All that told me my dad to me, and what was happening in my house much demoralized, and had no strength to go out and do something about it only worked because of inertia, inertia ate, did not enjoy anything until I sleep seemed meaningless, and did not enjoy it! The only thing I enjoyed was ... draw! : D That's what kept me rope and made me stand another second! Until last year the number mansion foster knowledge and saw Wilt, who picked me up from my chair and leave the idea of \u200b\u200b"I'm just one" to replace it with "I'm that someone who can help! That you need!" So taking your example, try to be optimistic and see the good side of things, and all better many of my problems are gone and lost my nemesis! I lost my nemesis! ie things that I always fear (like talking to people for the first time and play sports because I thought they were going to make fun of me, that I wrote here and here where he is also the reason why you will not end school) and then made a trip to Oaxaca when I went into the negotiations of documents he needed to get into college and even though I wrote it, because I lost my fear to travel to town! But all and that Nixon, not yet solved the problem of going to school, because my dad still did not want to support me to continue studying and I had no money to pay tuition, and finish grinding my dad wanted us to run home to me and my brother! And worst of all, worst of all, I felt very bad about not being able to study, so because it meant I could never get my dream of becoming a scientist or entertainer ... ... Those who read me know that she wanted to be scientism, wanted to be a biologist, but my father mocked me and said she would starve, so I decided to become an animator, because I liked the art and cartoons .... but then I pass this problem and I thought that it was not going to get my life .... So how will that is the short, everything was wrong, it was total chaos, everything changed ... until the last day I was kicking!

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hi all!!

I know I have not written anything since .... since last month! But is that a few days ago I took a trip to Oaxaca because I went to collect some outstanding documents Coba, and then come back and I could not even rest of the trip because I got to clean things up that day, and then had to return to work, and of the work, now I walk with that of inscriptions for college, you know, the dilemma of "What is one to study" and as I have not had time to tell about the trip and as I was.

And today, today was the kick me folks! In fact, after returning from the trip I was kicking! return back dizzy and a little bad because I fell Just yesterday I had a headache! Yesterday and the day before yesterday at night I could not sleep because as isecticida threw out there (in the laundry room) and as my room is next to the washing and opened the window (because there is very hot) and put the mosquitoes were biting me all night! Now I have pimples all sides of the fly! On the feet, legs, use it in places where they do not sting as the face and ears! I think I have grains of the fly up in the ....

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Oh yeah! Faik Thanks, I just remember that it is assumed that this was a lightning post because it's late and I'm going to sleep XD The thing is that I could not wake up early and late for work! and of course my dad scolded me and said, "because they went to work early and that .... but you know me! I always try to strike early and arrive early! but sometimes is very hard to stand all day and do work that you do not like, and come to an office where everyone is doing something other than work, and get to work while everyone is chatting or playing games or watching porn videos! office is a disaster, employees of my father do not work, and sometimes I just want to be like them and throw in the towel and say "I'm just one" and throw in the towel! .. but I can not ...

also now that I have to sign up for college, my Parents no longer want to support me to study design or marine biology, one of two things, I only get two choices or work, or study accounting ... and do not want to study that! and the school is far from lpero already working many years and I could not save anything to go :(.... my parents do not know if it is to be my parents, but they do not take me seriously ... and I pay ... and so to not know where RIEF! not know what to do .... and to finish grinding, go to DA after almost 3 days without having entered, looking for some compassion, some relaxation, hoping to find a nice surprise, something beautiful, look if there was new drawings in cartoons and I meet a lot of grotesque and pornographic pictures of girls, many girls of cartoons know and are our favorites, they really give me courage and anger, they want to run and throw the nearest building !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, I know, "exaggerated" think some, but by god! I AM A GIRL! And obviously find it offensive in the extreme that the girls means that for men, only meat ... just that ... well, I think about those things that made these guys lost my taste for female characters, so why very few of my favorite characters are women (in fact when I was at one time adolesscente hate the female characters and had many complexes, and now every time I see things so I feel that I pursue the complex residues had ... a sometimes fight with them is very hard ... it's a struggle every day not when it will end, is like fighting an evil alien that is within yourself ... I thought I'd feel better at drawing something but I do not get any drawing so that I had the idea to put a picture of frankie I did long ago, but could not because I had to wash my clothes and it was late ....

Anyway when I get home I wanted to find some clips on youtube foster mansion but there were very few and were in English, well, actually there is someone who put some episodes but then I will talk about that later, now they say there two films on you tube, and in SPANISH LATINO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which is megaglorioso! and these are simply so I have no words to thank blacksuicidecAt and jhunyari by these fantastic classic movies that are unforgettable! there are not enough words in the world that can show how grateful and excited I am .... especially for The Brave Little Mouse! many years had not seen that movie !!!!!!!!!! See it NOW! Now they can, because they know that then removed ... I do not think I have time to see complete ...

Ferngully / The Adventures of Zack & Crysta

Original Link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQO4xEi7BRM

The Secret of NIMH / The Brave Little Mouse
original Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKT68jZgYts